Quiz goes on......

First aid ten minutes before the Premiere. Whose foot is it and does he really intend to go on stage like that?

What are these hands doing?


And what the hell is this?


Almost midnight, D-Day minus one. do you now guess what is happening here?


Same place same time. What is Elisabeth sewing in the middle of the night?

Si acum, un mic Quiz pentru Serbatorile

Cije mana este?

Cine apartin aceste picioare?

Ce represinta aceasta caruta?

Maine merge mai departe quizul. Astept raspunsuri!

Craciun fericit!

Dragi nepoti,

Sfirsitul fiecarui ani este o ocasia sa ne uitam in spate la ce s-a intemplat cu noi, in jurul nostru, ce am implinit, ce ne a adus anul acest; in acelas timp este ocasia sa ne gindim la anul nou si ce asteptam de el si de noi insusi, care sunt dorintele noastre.

Petnru mine, 2009 a fost anul cel mai extraordinar in viata mea, si asta, datorita voi, datorita FIECARE din voi. Am invatat enorm mult de voi.
Am invatat ca, chiar daca fiecare din voi are personalitatea sa si posibilitatele sale, toti tineri, de orice tare, orice origin, orice familia sunt asomenatori si au acelase nevoie: niste nevoie simple ca respect si incredere din partea celelatilor si adultilor, nevoie de a fi ljubiti, guidati, de a avea un cel, dar un cel inalt, pe care poate n-ati crezut ca il puteti atinge.

Fiecare din voi m-a dovadit ca are un suflet bun, si am avut impresia ca dansa v-a permis sa se exprime acesta calitatea prin ea. Ati facut experienta ca vorbe nu sunt intotdeauna necesare pentru a crea o relatia cu celalti, ca este greu sa manteneti concentratia, sa fiti toleranti cu celalti, sa sustineti efortul pentru a atinge celul cerut de Josef, sa nu abandonati, sa nu va dati batuti, sa lucrati mai departe, chiar daca v-a fost foame sau ati fosti obositi. Si tot asta l-ati vins.

In sfirsitul acestei ani vreu sa fiti mindri de voi. M-as bucura daca m- ati scrie cum va simtiti, daca aveti impresia ca ceva s-a schimbat in voi, si daca da, ce s-a schimbat. M-as bucura daca datorita experientiei pe care l-ati trait sase saptamine in vara
trecuta v-ati simti mai siguri, puternici, mai curajosi pentru a face experiente noue si a indrasni sa aveti niste celuri mai ambitiosi, daca v-ati simti mai capabili de a reusi tot ce incepeti si sa fiti exempli pentru celalti, sa le incurajati si ei, si sa le ajutati. Ar fi extraordinar daca ati putea sa dati alti tinerilor mai departe experienta bogata pe care l-ati trait, o experienta pe care ei n-au avut sansa sa o aiba ei.

Sincer, puteti, si trebuie sa fiti mindri de voi. TOTI si FIECARE DIN VOI!
Noi, intreaga echipa Pasarea de Foc, sintem mindri de voi si avem incredere ca puteti sa realizati orice vis pe care l- aveti, unica conditia fiind ca AVETI niste vise!
Doar asa va fi viata voastra interesanta. Daca ramaneti pasivi in fata televizorului si astepati sa va propuna el ceva, atunci, vati astepta mult. L- Ati vazut in vara: VOI trebuie sa ve luati pe mana si sa decideti ce vreti sa faceti din viata voatra.
Prietenia si bucuria vin din interese si experiente comune, din eforturi si aventure impartiti cu alti.

Pentru anul 2010 va doresc sa aveti un vis si sa-l realizati. Proiectul Pasarea de Foc v-a aratat drumul. N-ati aratat cat talent si initiava puteti sa aveti cand vreti, acum incercati sa fiti voi intiatori de un proiect nou, in orice domenul si poate foarte mic, poate singuri, sau inca mai bine cu niste prieteni sau colegi in centrul vostru, scoala sau centrul sportiv.

Sper ca anul viitor ne va da posibilitate sa ne adunem din nou pentru premiera filmului Tedy. Pana atunci, va rog sa ne aratati ca ce ati facut in timpul proiectului, sunteti capabili sa-l faceti si la scoala: sa reusiti si sa fiti multumiti si mindri de voi.
Trimit fiecarui din voi pupici mari si va doresc un craciun fericit, sanatate si suces pentru 2010

Cu mare drag

Bunica Monica

Acum a ajuns si un mesaj din partea Irinei:

Dragi copii,

Va imbratisez pe toti cu drag si va urez sa aveti parte de o viata plina de iubire si tot binele din lume.
Craciun fericit si sa speram ca noul an ne va aduce din nou impreuna.
Va saruta cu drag si dor,

Irina

Xmas greetings from the team are now coming in

Hi guys!

Can you really believe nearly FOUR months have gone by since we took the National Theatre stage in Bucharest by storm and wowed them in Sibiu? I can’t.
It seems almost like a dream - like the story of the Firebird itself – but I know for sure none of us will ever forget the experience.
Good that Tedi and his great team captured it all on camera. I’m so looking forward to the premiere -whenever this will be- and seeing you all again, hopefully soon!

Have a great Christmas.
Sending you a big hug, every good wish for the New Year and my love

Viv

All the best from Fred too

Some good news today!

Some weeks are better than others:
Today, I found two letters and one newspaper article in my letter-box. Enough to cheer me up and remind mer that the community dance concept in Romania HAS to go on whatever happens!

Sibiu´s Mayor, Klaus Johannis, wrote:

"Dear Mrs Gruber,

.....I would like to congratulate you and your entire team for the realization of the Firebird project. This unique enterprise impressed me and showed the Sibiu public what young people can achieve when they are given the chance....."


Also in the mail was a copy of the last edition of the Bucurestiul Cultural supplement with an interview from its Editor, Gabriela Adamesteanu about the project. You can find it (unfortunately for many, in Romanian only) on the net under: http://www.revista22.ro/bucure351tiul-cultural-nr-90-6952.html

the second letter came from the founder and director of Ateliere protejate, Jörg Könöszi, a German citizen who has been active (with his Romanian wife) in helping young people with special needs to step into life. For this purpose, he founded a decade ago workshops where the youngsters learn to make candles. During about two years, in transition between teenage and adult life, they learn everything they need to take on a job and stand on their own feet: punctuality, responsibility, practical skills and social integration.
For more details about his work you may check the following website:http://helpstep.net/
You will find some of the participants of the Firebird smiling at you while working in their friendly atelier.
But ther best thing to do is to take up contact with Helpstep and visit their Christmas Bazar next week. You will be impressed by the quality of their work and the friendly atmosphere of the workshop!

And here is Jörg´s feedback about the project:

"Liebe Monique,

.......Wir aus der Werkstatt, die Eltern und viele die wir gefragt haben, sind sich einer Meinung: Das Projekt "Feuervogel" in Rumänien war das erste erfolgreiche Projekt, das gezeigt hat, wie Integration von Menschen mit Behinderung funktionieren kann!

Auch wenn das Thema Integration nicht an erster Stelle stand, was sicher gut war, hatte es enorme Auswirkungen. Für die Eltern unserer Jugendlichen war es das erste Mal, dass ihre Kinder eine Leistung vollbracht haben, die in der Öffentlichkeit anerkannt wurde. Das gibt gerade auch für die Eltern viel Kraft für die Zukunft.

Ich freue mich, dass der Vater von Alexander und der Vater von Mihaela ein Hilfe waren und gebe den Dank gerne an sie weiter. Wir sehen uns nächste Woche, da wir unseren Weihnachtsmarkt haben.

Ich werde mit den Jugendlichen und Cristina reden und wir werden gerne einen Beitrag für eure Homepage schreiben. Nur kommen wir diese Woche, wegen den Vorbereitungen für den Weihnachtsmarkt nicht dazu. Wir versuchen es dennoch so bald wie möglich zu machen.

Die lieben Grüße an alle gebe ich gerne weiter und auch zurück!"

Jörg

Final report of the project for sponsors, partners and supporters

Quite an extensive report, I know, but just in case some of you are interested in knowing more about the project and its implementation and if not...just skip it!

1. Development of the project

After months of intensive coordination between the project initiator, the local coordinator, the artistic and pedagogic team and local institutions (for complete list see annex 1), the project unfolded successfully in Bucharest on August 3rd and thereafter. For six hours a day and for five weeks,110 young people, between 8 and 22 years of age, rehearsed Stravinsky´s "The Firebird” at the sports hall of I.L. Caragiale National College, which its director had offered as the location for the rehearsals.
The participating young people had been selected from a variety of institutions in Bucharest, Brasov, Sibiu and Ploiesti: They came from children´s homes, placement centres, a school for the hearing impaired, a day care centre for youngsters with special needs, and also from regular high schools such as Liceul Caragiale or Liceul Ghibu in Sibiu. The municipality of Bucharest´s sector 2 provided lodging during the entire project for 30 participants coming from outside Bucharest in its "Neghinita" boarding school for the blind. However, feeding these participants was the responsibility of the organizers. Similarly, it was part of the project logistics to provide transportation for all participants to and from the rehearsals as well as snacks, drinks and a warm meal for all participants during and after the strenuous rehearsals.
On September 5th the youngsters performed the "Firebird" in the grand auditorium of the National Theatre in Bucharest and on Sept. 8th at the Sibiu Casa de Cultura a Sindicatelor in front of 1.000 and 700 spectators respectively.

2. Results of the project

2.1. The intensive rehearsals and the performances gave the participating youngsters a unique chance to explore their creative potential and to discover the value of self-discipline and collective effort. These young people who had no experience of classical music or dance proved able to put on stage a very sophisticated performance of high artistic quality in the country´s most prestigious theatre as a special event in the framework of Romania´s major bi-annual cultural event, the George Enescu Festival.

2.2. The audiences received the performances with standing and long, enthusiastic applause. Ion Caramitru, the National Theatre´s General Director, told the project´s initiator Monique Gruber that he had never seen so many spectators leaving his theatre in tears and in silence after a performance. Conductor Horia Andreescu said he could not believe that the youngsters performing the main roles in the ballet were not professional dancers.

2.3. Romanian and German media reported widely on the "Firebird" project and the two performances:
- news agencies: Agerpres, Mediafax, News In
- newspapers: Adevarul, Cotidianul, Jurnalul National, Romania Libera, Cariere,
Observatorul Cultural, Turnul Sfatului
- radio stations: Romania Actualitati, Romania Cultural, Deutsche Welle,
Deutschlandfunk, SWR
- TV stations: TVR1, TVR2, TVR Cultural, Money Channel
- websites: www.hotnews.ro, http://tanznetz.de, http://www.thechronicle.ro

All media reports and commentaries were most positive and unanimous in commending the project as a successful demonstration of how young people from underprivileged backgrounds can be trained and motivated to achieve an impressive collective performance and to attain a high professional standard (for an overview of media reports see annex 2).

2.4. The initiator and organizers of the "Firebird " project wish it to trigger a broadening interest in Romania for the concept of "community dance" and to encourage Romanian organizations to realize similar follow-on projects. It is hoped that the positive media reaction to the "Firebird" as well as the documentary film which is in preparation will contribute to making Romanian educators and public institutions aware of the value of this concept and motivate them to explore its potential to integrate marginalized young people into society.

3. Sponsors, partners, budget, volunteers

The realisation of the "Firebird" project would not have been possible without the generous support of many sponsors and partners (for a complete list see annex 3).
A number of major firms operating in Romania made significant cash contributions. Individuals equally made donations via the German charitable association "Jungen Rumänen eine Chance!".
In addition to this financial support, which totalled 98.000,- Euro, the project also benefited from significant contributions in kind or services, such as the provision of transport facilities, legal advice, food or catering. While it is difficult to put a price tag on these contributions in kind, their value can be estimated to add up to about an additional 65.000,- euro.
The financial contributions were used to pay the costs (emoluments, travel expenses and lodging) of the artistic and pedagogic team that trained and took care of the youngsters; for the preparation and organization of rehearsals and performances; for food and lodging of the participants, in particular during the trip to Sibiu. A break-down of the major expenditures is attached as annex 4.
Attention was drawn to the names and logos on all written (posters, flyers and programmes, press releases) and electronic PR material made available for journalists and the public. The project website www.pasareadefoc.ro and the initiator´s blog http://www.dance-with-us.blogspot.com - which enjoyed significant numbers of visitors - also listed sponsors and partners prominently.


Sponsors´ and partners´ logos were also displayed visibly on spiders at the venue of the two performances.
During press conferences, interviews and all contacts with the media the project initiator and organizers expressed their appreciation for the support of sponsors and partners. A TV interview broadcast by "Money Channel" on September 11 was used by the initiator to speak at some length about the sponsors´ and partners´ contribution and to express her gratitude for their demonstrating their sense of corporate social responsibility by supporting the project.
A significant number of volunteers - from Germany, Great Britain and Romania - was also involved in making the project a success (their names are listed in annex 1).They ensured a smooth unfolding of the project. In their respective roles and positions, e.g. as sound engineer, educators, costume tailors, organizers of drawing sessions or a percussion workshop, they contributed significantly to the dancers´energy and enthusiasm thanks to their benevolent dedication and commitment.

4. Overall assessment

According to the judgment of all observers the "Firebird" project left a significant impact on the young participants. Some of them expressed how valuable the experience had been for them on the initiator´s blog http://www.dance-with-us.blogspot.com. They acknowledged that taking part in this project was a unique experience in their lives and affected profoundly their self-perception and their attitude towards their peers and fellow human beings.
Dan, Ionel and Monica´s reactions reflect quite well the project´s impact on the young "artists".
Dan, age 22: "I am a youngster from Bucharest, living on the street; participating in this project gives me the feeling that the Firebird´s tale is becoming reality..."
Ionel, age 17: "This project means a lot to me because I do not have anybody; and here I have found a family, brothers and friends. It teaches me how to get prepared for life. I am very proud of what I am doing and happy to have a role. I would appreciate if I could get some support to carry on this project. Many thanks to all those who have put so much effort in this project."
Monica, age 17: „I never thought we could give the best out of us. Dance has taught us what it means to work hard to achieve what we really want. It has changed us a lot, especially our behaviour. We have gained self confidence. By dancing in front of such a large public, we have proved that we are capable, we have achieved that the public be proud of us instead of rejecting us because we are from a children´s home and therefore naughts. We are not any different that anybody else and we too have our qualities. With thanks and respect".
The public witnessed at first hand that youngsters who have grown up at the margins of society have the energy and are indeed capable - if and when duly motivated and trained - of performing a major piece of art at an amazing level of excellence.
Romanian organizations and institutions are now called upon to carry forward the "Firebird"´s message in follow-on projects.

There is hope again for Tedy´s movie...

You may have noticed that posts have been more scarce lately and our "artists" will again accuse me of forgetting them....
As I wrote earlier, I have been quite busy with "post-project" and administrative tasks. But I have to admit that some more reasons, doubts and questions might also be responsible for my silence of the last four weeks: When will Schott finally give us an answer about the author´s rights for the film? Will we be able to gather the necessary funds to pay them? When will the première take place? When and How will the project go on?

And then, yesterday, a sunray blinded me whencatching a glance of the association´s bank account:

Nathan and his form had achieved a small miracle:

Nathan is Klaus´s 8 year old son. After his father had left him and his smaller brother Fabian with their grand parents for two months in the summer when he went to Bucharest to take care of the participants, Nathan decided with his schoolmates and his school in Bubenreuth that the proceeds of the Christmas bazar which they organized last weekend should go to the project, as a contribution to the production of Tedy´s movie.

Nathan´s class (Nathan is the third from left in the front row)

They produced some beautiful handicrafts and Christmas decorations, sold them with cakes and other goodies together with their parents on nicely decorated stands and guess how much they took in?

The fantastic sum of 650 €! AMAZING!Congratulations and thousand thanks to all!
And this came precisely at a moment when we were wondering whether we would be able to carry on the film project.



So, dear participants, don´t tell me again that nobody thinks of you and that we have forgotten you since the end of the project, when a whole school has been thinking of you and working for your project for weeks!

Yesterday also, Julia Diterich, a young Munich pediatrician and one of our most generous sponsors (which doesn´t mean that she is a millionnaire....) transferred her latest savings to the association´s account; for her part, Stefanie Moog (who had also come to Bucharest especially for the performance and was a precious helping hand in the last hours before the performance) announced that she would organize a slide show and lecture on the project in January. And so will Klaus and I.

So, there is hope again and who knows? The may be more miracles before the film is ready.....

10 weeks already since our last performance!

"We", the organizers and volunteers of the Firebird, are regularly in contact with one another and with some of our artists, who occasionally send us a mail to give us the latest news. They seem to keep contact with other participants and are longing to see the "Firebird family" as they call it, again soon. They are looking forward to this opportunity when the premiere of the film takes place.
Unfortunately, we are still waiting for an answer from the Schott Edition, who deals with Srtrawinskij´s rights and is supposed to settle the price of the author´s rights to be paid for using Strawinskij´s music in the film. We presented the project to them six weeks ago but when we called them to inquire they answered us that they are overworked and that it might still last some time before we get an answer.

The future of the project, that is, the spreading of community dance in Romania partly depends on this decision: if the rights are very high, we will have to give up the publishing of the film, which we intended to use as pedagogical material to be shown in schools and institutions as incentive to make further projects in the spirit of the Firebird.
Besides, we count on the proceeds from the film´s sales to organize some workshops aiming at training dance teachers in community dance so that the concept can spread in various regions of Romania. Several institutions and schools have already shown their interest in similar projects.
At present time Tedy has already finished editing the movie about the performance and is working hard editing the "making of". We are all anxious to see the result!

In the meantime, here are a few more comments from our artists:

Ana wrote: "This project has changed my life. I have gained so much self confidence.....I don´t know how to express what I feel in my heart, but I am sure you can imagine....."


Gabi´s words: "It is only the third day, but I have already made many good friends. Sometimes I help them, and sometimes they help me. Dancing is not that difficult, but I am happy because we have a talented team and excellent teachers. Even when we make mistakes they help us to succeed. I am very impatient to get done with the rehearsals and to head for the theatre for the performance"

Gabi Draguti was not even 11 years old when he came to the project.
He is the little guy whom Klaus had already mentionned earlier in the blog, and whose parents had insisted for weeks to have him participate in the project and had asked to put him on the waiting list. When we called them to say that a participant had not shown up, they booked Gaby for a coach headinf for Bucharest at 5 o clock the next morning, without even knowing any of us or who would pick him up at the station after his four hour trip. He arrived at 9.30 a.m. and was brought straight to the gym. Gaby had had ballet for 3 years. He stepped in, four days after the beginning of the training, and adapted instantly, a charming little guy, very talented and friendly.

Unfortunately, 2 weeks later, all of a sudden and with no apparent reason, his parents decided that he was not happy, turned up in Bucharest and took him home, depriving him of a unique experience which he seemed to enjoy thoroughly.....

We experienced the same thing on three occasions during the project. Happy children, but dominant and sceptical parents, afraid that their children mix up with others whom they do not consider as reaching the standards they wish for them.
Their decision, but sad for the kids.........

some more comments from our artists

The dream of a prince, of the Firebird prince......

"Ar fi un vis, care as dori sa-l implinesc
Si iata s-a implinit…..
Ar fi un vis ceea ce ne dorim?
Dar asta nu putem sa stim.
Ar fi un vis ceea ce ni se intampla?
Ar fi un vis ceea ce ne comunica ?
Ar fi…….
Ar fi un vis, cu care sa nu ne impacam
Ar fi un vis, cu care sa nu ne certam
Ar fi…….
Ar fi un vis o realitate sau un adevar ?
O realitate,un adevar......
O dorinta sau o credinta?
Ar fi........un vis........
Un vis,pe care il dorim
Cu totii impreuna sa-l traim
Clipa cu clipa as dori,
Sa simt ceea ce n-am simtit.
O familie unita intr-un vis…..
Dar....un vis e ca o floare
O floare care invie si apoi moare...."

Cornel Cimpoieru (19)

.....and the dream of his princess: the Firebird

" A few days before going to Bucharest, I wanted to renounce to the project; but then I thought: now that I have entered the game, I must play it till the end...At first I found it hard to renounce something good, but I have found something much much better! I first shed tears of sadness and now they are tears of happiness!

I am living a dream....or could it be reality?"

"Inainte cu cateva zile sa ajung in Bucuresti,am vrut sa renunt la acest proiect,dar am zis,ca,daca am intrat in joc,trebuie sa ajung pana la final…..uite, ca acum sunt aici si sunt foarte fericita….totul e perfect!

Am renuntat la un bine cu inima in dinti si am ajuns la un bine mult,mult mai mare!
........la inceput au fost lacrimi de tristete,iar acum sunt lacrimi de fericire!

Traiesc un vis!
Oare chiar e realitate ?"

17.08.2009
Ana Maria Veres (18)


,,Parerea mea,,

,,Pasarea de foc,,este primul dans comunitar din Romania, care ne-a fascinat pe toti, ne-a facut sa ne exprimam trairile asa cum sunt de fapt fara nici un fel de masca. Eu am invatat foarte multe lucruri din aceasta experienta. Nu am avut nici un fel de emotii la spectacol, pentru ca am avut incredere in echipa cu care am lucrat si stiam ca totul o sa iasa bine.
Nu pot uita aceasta experienta, pentru ca a fost una dintre cele mai frumoase momente din viata mea.

VA IUBESC!,,

Adela (17)


" I don´t know how, but this morning I woke up on the stage, in front of hundreds of people. I think it is going to be a great evening and I don´t know where the last month of preparation has flown.

When the music inundates your ears and you are dazzled by the lights, you enter in a kind of trance. It is bound to be good because in dance, soul and body literally melt together in an emotion from which energy is flowing."

Nu stiu,cum m-am trezit azi pe scena,in fata a sute de oameni.Se pare ca va fi o ."seara mare si nici macar nu stiu pe unde a zburat o luna de pregatiri.
Cand muzica ne inunda urechile si luminile te orbesc,e un fel de transa in care intri.Trebuie sa iasa bine, caci in dans sufletul si trupul se contopesc cu adevarat,in emotia care curge in energie.

Christina (18)

Dear reader,

"I am very happy to dance along your side. I would like to encourage you to dance. Nobody was ever born "learned". It is like in daily life: every day, we learn something new and this is also true for dance, you can learn it quite quickly, even if at the beginning I found it quite difficult. To succeed, you need will and patience.

There is a saying I like: Learn everything, learn as much as you can, so that you can make your way through life.

We will be a team until the end and I am csure we´ll succeed!!!"

Boldijar Gheorghe(18)

You remember Bogdan?

How could one ever forget him! Bogdan was probably the best volunteer of our team because he had not come as such and therefore we had not expected him to become one. Bogdan studies film production together with Tedy and joined the Firebird project as part of his team to document it. Like Tedy, he chose to stay with the kids at the Neghinita centre for the entire period of the project and took part in their daily - and "nightly" life. Very mature and responsible although only nineteen, with a great sense of humour and a heart at the right place......

He was one of the first "visitors" of the diary. Here are his impressions in Romanian, for the "artists" to understand them, but they deserve to be translated in English as well because Bogdan, like many other volunteers and helpers of the project, is a worthy representative of a Romania which few people know.

" Buna seara cititorule.

Scriu aceste randuri dintr-un loc extraordinar.Este o casa de copii,dar acest lucru nu conteaza. Sper sa poti, prin intermediul acestor cuvinte, sa simti bucuria si entuziasmul, pe care eu le-am experimentat inca din prima zi.
Acum cateva luni habar nu aveam in ce ma bag. As vrea sa iti imaginezi cea mai delicioasa tocanita, pe care ai mancat-o,ceva de genul acesta este aici, o tocanita de povesti. Fiecare copil are povestea lui inscrisa pe chip, nu o auzi din gura lui, ci o astepti pe fata. Acum,din punctul meu de vedere,fiecare se afla in fata unei noi povesti,o poveste incredibila, ce poarta numele ,,Pasarea de foc...
Mi s-a dat oportunitatea de a vedea cea mai incredibila alchimie din viata mea. Am urmarit incet, incet, cum povestea fiecaruia se scrie cu cuvinte de aur.
Cei ce nu cred in magie ar trebui sa vada personajele acestei povesti, fiecare cu greutatile lui, toate acum, prin puterea dansului,transformandu-se in aur." Bogdan

"Good evening, dear reader,

I am writing these lines from an extraordinary place. It is a children´s home, but this is unimportant. I hope that, through the intermediary of these words, I can make you feel the enthusiasm and the joy which I have experienced here from the very first day.

A few months back, I had no idea what I was getting into. Try to imagine the best "tocanita" (Romanian version of goulash) you have ever eaten. Well here, it is something similar: a gloulash of destinies. Each child has his own story written on his face. You do not hear it from him, but you read it from him. And at this moment, in my opinion, each of them is writing a new story, an incredible tale called "Pasarea de foc"...
I was given the chance to witness the most incredible alchemy I have ever seen in my life. I am witnessing how, step by step, the tale of each of them is being written in golden words.

Those who do not believe in Magic should see the characters of this tale, whose burden of lead, through the power of dance, is transforming itself into gold.

11.08.09
Bogdan Benea

First and last picture of the "Firebird" family!

You can see Julia´s (Barbara´s friend) wonderful pictures about the project on the following website:http://pasareadefoc.jimdo.com/
The password to enter the site is: pasarea. I will put more pictures on the site in the next days.
Have fun!

Our artists´voices......in silence!

All along the project, our young artists, as well as educators and volunteers, could write down their impressions on a note book at the rehearsal place or at our Bucharest home "Neghinita". I wish I had time to translate them all so that not only the kids can read what their friends have written and felt about the project, but also our readers from Germany and abroad. I promise to try and find the time to translate at least some extracts in the near future.

"It is a nice day, in which we want to enjoy being together as a group. I hope that we will have new energy on Monday after a nice and relaxing weekend, and that, surmounting minor problems, we will be able to accept each person as she is, and learn to see the beauty of each one.
For my part, I receive energy from each member of the group"
Anonymous

"Let me introduce myself. My name is Maria, I am from Codlea. I would like to thank Monique and Alexandra for organzing the Firebird, the first project of that kind and already a success. I had met lots of children from homes before, but not as nice ones. What we look like and how we think does not count as much as our heart. That you have everything does not mean that you have more qualities than someone who is poor but helps others who are like him.

I never thought we could give the best out of us. Dance has taught us what it means to work hard to reach what you really want. It has changed us a lot, especially our behaviour. We have gained self confidence. By dancing in front of such a large public, we have proved that we are capable, we have achieved that the publc be proud of us instead of rejecting us because we are from a children´s home and therefore naughts. We are not any different that anybody else and we also have our qualities.
With thanks and respect,"
Monica (17)



"Desi este a doua saptamina mi-am facut prieteni si am avut ocasia sa descoper cea mai incredibila parte din mine..."
Dorina (12)

"How to start, when there would be so much to say about this project, the best I have ever participated in. I became aware that, with efforts and determination, you can achieve whatever you want. It also taught me that, however different we are, we are all alike.
I fear the moment when we will depart from one another. I think I will talk about this project all my life and have the same strong feelings about it as now!"
Roxana (17)

"Dear diary,
"I am happy to get to know you and be able to tell you a few things about myself. To be honest, this project seemed extremely complicated to me at first, during the first days of work, until I realized that precisely work and concentration strengthen my personality and give me power. Whenever I succeed, I feel fulfilled. I could tell you a lot more about myself, but it is quite late now and I am exhausted....." Tonto(17)



"Good evening, diary,
"In the last few days, I felt much more concentrated. I am putting all my heart in this project to gather more experience for myself and have a better vision of the world, different from the one I had up to now.
I am happy with my new friends and friends who are "class-bests". I did not expect this project to involve so many emotions. It has changed my behaviour quite a bit. I started to feel the femininity inside me. This week, I have been asking myself what will happen when I leave this place, when it is all over, what will I do? How will I feel a week, a month after the Firebird has come to its end? It is hard to depart from such an experience. I asked myself if I could go on with this project, whereever I go. I got to like it. Before, whenever I heard about dance (ballet and so on) I would stick out my tongue and shake my head. I hated it. But now, the wheel has rotated. Things are much better. I feel that something in us has changed.
It´s been nice to meet you . Nico(17)

Today, Josef is online, talking to each of you!

"A new beginning.....

Now that time has gone by, and everybody is back on his own road in life, my thoughts often turn to the 5 weeks in Bucharest, which I really did enjoy a lot.

During the intensive training sessions, 5 days a week, mostly for 6 hours, I was given the chance to work with you wonderful young people and through you to get a glimpse of a totally different culture. When something finishes, there is always at the same time a new beginning. Some friends will stay for the rest of your life, others will never be seen again.

So the conclusion of one project and the beginning of the next mirror life, which always moves on and we have the challenge to use the experience as an engine to move forward. When one thing ends it is not a sad matter; it enables you to move on taking with you the experience and the knowledge it gave you, strengthened by it.

It was such a pleasure to see all of you constantly growing, trying hard and starting to share your gifts and talents. I always knew it would take time for you to understand the approach to dance, and how strange it would be, at the beginning, to work in such a focused and disciplined way. I love the work I do, being strongly convinced by the amazing impact it can have on our lives.


I appreciate how far you went, how deep you delved into this beautiful subject of dance and within yourselves. The performance you gave was one of the most beautiful I have ever seen in the field of community dance: there was something magic on stage: you were able to touch the audience with your dance.

Maybe, there is the question now, how can you bring this beauty, strength and movement into your daily lives? I always ask myself this question when I leave a place and it always throws me back to myself and to my own story. If you teach how to achieve a goal, you always have to ask yourself the same question. I really hope you keep going and never forget that you can achieve anything in life, if you go for it with the same amount of passion you gave the Firebird.

Wherever your life takes you, nothing seems to be more important than keeping self respect and respecting other people, trusting the beauty inside to stay with this part within you which wants be a creative, empathetic and proud human being.
In the end it is quite simple. It is all about being responsible for everything you do, every word you say and every movement you share with other people.

Never forget, each of you played your part in the Firebird, and with one missing, it would have been something different. So my heartfelt wish for all of you is that you keep following your dreams and the belief that nothing is impossible. But if you do that, you sometimes might have to go on a road, where you walk alone for quite a while. And maybe there also will appear forks in the road sometimes without signposts telling you in which direction to go. If you then listen to your inner voice, it will tell you.

Love to all,"

Josef

Warm thanks to all supporters and friends of the Firebird

The ambitious‘Firebird’ project has drawn to a highly successful conclusion.

Your vision in supporting this project has been crucial to its implementation and success. We very much appreciate your concern and generosity, which has enabled long-term benefits for the many underprivileged youngsters, who were in our care.

They, through the experience of the “Firebird,” have now become, relatively speaking, the privileged ones. On their behalf, thank you so much.


The intensive training, every day for 6 hours over almost 6 weeks, brought together into one homogeneous whole, one hundred and ten young people, aged between 8 and 25, from Bucharest, Sibiu, Brasov and Ploiesti: 75% from underprivileged backgrounds, 8 with special needs, others -5 of them- deaf and therefore requiring sign language, and yet 15% from a “normal” family background. This time together enabled us to provide for those that needed it medical and dental treatment, clothing and 24 hour care and attention.

The team spirit, mutual respect, enthusiasm and desire to achieve that was created through the training sessions culminated in two stunning performances, one in the National Theatre in Bucharest on September 5th, the other ‘on tour’ in Sibiu, on September 8th. The ten minute standing ovation was in itself a wonderful reward and moved our young artists to tears - indeed the performance itself had moved the audience to tears. And all this was taken up by radio, television, and the press, both in Romania and abroad.

Individually the youngsters grew so tall over the six weeks, discovering - of course - their creative potential but also experiencing the value of self discipline, determination and focus that is required for the successful realisation of any dream.

Their new-found self confidence, sense of responsibility and ability to trust their fellow human beings will bring them personally life long benefits and, hopefully too, Romanian society at large. The process was more important than the performances – brilliant though they were.

The whole experience is unforgettable for all, for some life-changing. You, through your generosity, have initiated untold and long lasting changes. From the bottom of my heart, I wish to express my deep gratitude to you all.

Could I have wished a better birthday present today than the joy to be read on these 110 youngsters´faces?

Fighting with my incompetence!

A week ago, I promised to post some more Photos on the blog. Since then I have been fighting to load them, unzip them or change their size. Unfortunately, I am not an expert .....I hope to get some help from a more talented cousin on Thurday and make a selection of the best shots of the performances by all our photographers, professionals AND amateurs. AT LAST!! one month after the show! So, do not despair.........

AND: Josef promised to send a message to our Firebird artists this week! He too oftens thinks with great pleasure of the busy and happy weeks spent together, sharing this fabulous adventure.

Young artists about he Firebird:

Dan, age 22:
"I am a youngster from Bucharest, living on the street; participating in this project gives me the feeling that the Firebird´s tale is becoming reality..."

Ionel, age 17:
"This project means a lot to me because I do not have anybody; and here I have found a family, brothers and friends. It teaches me how to get prepared for this life. I am very proud of what I am doing and happy to have a role. I would appreciate if I could get some support to carry on this project. Many thanks to all those who have put so much effort in this project."



Irina age 18:
For me, the Firebird has been a wonderful and intersting project....I learned a lot, but sometimes I came home exhausted.
There were some moments of relaxation, but the choreographic part required constant concentration....it is wonderful that Josef managed to have so much patience with such a large group of kids and to be honest, I envy him a bit for that.....

Emilia age 17:

I very much wanted to participate in this project. So whne I heard that I was admitted, I could hardly believe it and was very excited and enthusiastic. When I arrived, I realized that I hardly knew anybody and the beginning was a bit hard.....This experience -although tiredness and concentration often attained a maximum - allowed me to meet some wonderful and generous persons who have oaught me a lot.
Josef is an excellent teacher whom I have learnt to admire for his patience and the patience he managed to transmit all those around him....

" I miss the Firebird..."

There are two weeks since the firebird ended and still it's the only thing in my mind. I can't belive that i will never feel that energy again.
I miss everyone and i'm so sorry that i didn't notice earlier how wonderful the people around me were.
We all learned together to laugh, to support each other, to cry...and to love. I couldn't cry after the first show, I couldn't cry when everyone went home...but i cry now when i realize it's over.
I miss all the people I danced with, the choreographers and all those who were there to support us.

This project wasn't only about dance, it was about the relationship between people too. You werw successful in creating a big loving family.

Love to everyone,

Silviana Stinghie

Want to see the Firebird Family? Viv "shot" them all!

click here: Firebird cast and team

thanks to all our photographers!

All along the project, not only dancers had the opportunity of showing their talent: professionals and amateurs did not miss any occasion to make a good shot:

Whether at training, in free time or during performances, Alisa Tarciniu and Daniel Angelescu spent hours on end with us, following our young "artists´"progress and rejoicing with them. They very soon became part of the team; Alisa even travelled with the kids to Sibiu and stayed with them at their summer camp. They "presented" us, in all meanings of the word, with hundreds of magnificent and original photos! We are very grateful for these unique memories and hope to be better clients sometime soon.......

We also want to thank Jürgen Gayder who kindly put his beautiful pyramide at our disposition and Bettina Stoess as well as Sabina Biesterfelod for selling us their artistic pictures;

Congratulations also to all our amateur photographers Viv Trinder, Klaus Gruber, Werner Diterich and Julia Birnbaum for their most original contributions. we want to try and put them all together on our Pasarea website (password:pasarea) in the coming days and weeks. If we succeed, we are sure you will have fun looking at them!

Monique

Tonight Royston is online!

Dear 'Firebird' dancers,

It was a great pleasure to work with you all in Bucharest. I am sure you thought I was a hard taskmaster..always telling you that you could do more..but the performance proved I was right.

You were truly wonderful, and surprised, maybe even shocked, everyone who saw you in the National Theatre.

Your energy and commitment on stage made everything worthwhile and left me with a memory that I will treasure for a long time..as well as a very positive image of young Romanians.

Do not forget what you acheived..continue to respect yourself and others and take the experience with you into your future lives. i hope that this will not be the last opportunity you will have to perform and dance and we are all looking forward to further visits if it is at all possible.

Be strong, value yourselves, and work hard to attain your dreams..in the end you will succeed by your own efforts.
much love to you all,

Royston

Cand se lasa cortina

Cand dupa o luna de stat impreuna, urmeaza ultimul spectacol dupa care… fiecare la treaba lui. Deja nu prea te mai gandesti cum o sa fie ultimul spectacol, cu toate ca trebuie sa fie excelent.Te gandesti ca aia 100 de insi care ti-au fost ca fratii o luna, de maine nu mai sunt langa tine. Eu asta am simtit si majoritatea artistilor dansatori din Pasarea de Foc, cand eram la Sibiu.

Nu conta ca Josef (coregraful) urla ca nebunu, nici ca sala din Casa de Cultura din Sibiu e nici pe sfert ca cea din TNB.
Parca ne parea rau de ultimul spectacol. Dar a fost si a fost super. Aplauze ca la Bucuresti, presa, prieteni… doua telefoane furate.

Cu ce-am ramas… fiecare cu o pasare de foc care s-a trezit in el. Care ii arata ceva si il face sa nu uite momentul cand pasea pe scena. Si momentele cand se pregatea timp de o luna sa faca acei pasi pe scena.
Personal…. am ramas cu 50 de casete care tin in ele pasari de foc. Multe si puternicxe din care voi creea una maaaaaaare. Pasarea de Foc – filmul. Pe 5 decembrie va avea lansarea! Dar pe langa casete am ramas cu acelasi sentiment ca si artistii dansatori. acela de putere prin simplitate, prin comuniune.

Acum 4 luni de zile cand scriam conceptul pentru pachetul video Pasarea de foc, scriam “vom arata ca fiecare are in el o pasare de foc care se trezeste cand comunicam, suntm fericiti, suntem uniti, lucram in echipa”. Nu eram foarte sigur cum o sa arat asta. Totul s-a aratat de la sine. Din prima zi cand i-am luat impreuna cu echipa mea (Vali si Bogdan) din Sibiu si Brasov, am simtit ceva intre ei. Era o raceala usor distanta si in acelasi timp o forta ce ii unea. Majoritatea erau din case de copii. Se simtea spiritul independent, mai comunicativ sau mai individualizat, caracteristic… Dar aveau in ei oul Pasarii de Foc. Nu stiau la ce sa se astepte, umblau fel si fel de zvonuri, era un haos tacut dar unul care tinea in el ceva foarte promitator.

Primele zile au fost de acomodare… Prindeau aripi… se coceau. Contactul cu Josef… ceva nou. Nu erau obisnuiti, nu erau linistiti, obisnuiti in continua miscare… Primele ganduri erau de renuntare, neincredere… Vreau acasa! Nu imi place aici! Mai bine stateam acasa.

Dar am ramas aici toti si am creeat.

Chiar si pentru mine si echipa mea a fost greu la inceput. prima saptamana a fost de razboi cu coregrafii. Am filmat cu lentile fixe si asa ca Vali (Mircea Valentin-operatorul) se baga destul de des printre copii sa surprinda xpresii, chipuri, mimici la prim plan. In fiecare seara eram chemat la rulota (Josef este foarte legat de natura si de energia care i-o transmite aceasta si asa ca locuieste doar in rulota) si omorat la cap ca “copii sunt atenti mai mult la camera, se inhiba etc”. Am rezolvat-o si pe asta si totul a fost ok.

Evoluam. Strans legati. Monique (initiatoarea proiectului), Klaus (nepotul ei-voluntar), Mihaela (tot voluntar), Alexandra si Ada (impreuna cu ajutoarele lor) de la If Magic munceau din greu ca totul sa mearga snur. Si asa a mers.
Serile erau lungi. Eu montam bucatele din ce filmam ziua. Adusesem tot echipamentul de acasa, la Neghinita, unde stateam.Era singurul punct cu o tzar’de internet. Din “Studioul 3″ cum ii pusesem numele camerei unde tineam sculele, a devenit internet cafe. Oricum super tare, o tabara de creatie cu adevarat.

In weekend ne relaxam. multi erau mari amatori de cluburi, altii de hip hop, motiv pentru care i-am dus la Avangard Miuzic sa tragem o piesa intr-un studio profi, Le multumesc baietilor ca ne-au ajutat.

Apoi am mai fost cu ei la Radio Lynx in studio sa inregistram spotul radio. Multam lui Mircea si lui Alex pentru ajutor.
Binenteles ca a fost si colapsul cu foarte multi accidentati dar care pana la spectacol s-au reabilitat…

Contactul cu scena din TNB… pentru unii era prima oara cand paseau intr-un teatru… si acela era TNB… si aceia erau primi pasi DIRECT PE SCENA! Cred ca toti actorii care viseaza la TNB i-ar invidia putin pe artistii nostri. O sansa mare pentru toti.
Se plimbau prin cabine, pe coridoare, ca al ei acasa fara stres, asta mi s-a parut genial… spre usoara disperare a staff-ului tehnic de la TNB.

La spectacol… sala arhiplina, emotii dincolo de cortina. Coregrafii pozitionati bine aveau o tensiune interiaora maaaaare. Eu mi-am dublat echipa de filmare aducandu-i pe George Guy si Cipi cu inca 3 camere ca sa fie treaba treaba.
Spectacolul extraordinar, sute de aplauze pe minute lungi. Iesea lumea in lacrimi din teatru, Aprecierile au fost pe masura.
Pasarea ajunsese la maturitate. Caseele nu imi mai ajungeau sa pot arata cat de colorata si mare e acum!

Multumesc foarte mult echipei mele, lui Vali si lui Bogdan Benea (pe care l-am luat pentru sunet dar a fost un best boy asa adica facea de toate motiv pentru care i-am dat porecla Boncea) Fara voi nu reuseam sa fac filmul asta sunt convins! M-ati suportat inca odata la cel mai mare proiect al nostru de pana acum. Ma bucur ca se largeste echipa, cu oameni buni.

Multumesc lui Cipi si lui Popica (second unit production) ca au fost langa noi si langa copii si ca Cipi …. a facut ….. aaaaaa…….. da asta scriu in alt post

Multumesc si lui Monique si Alexandrei ca au avut incredere in noi si in pretentiile mele si tot ce am cerut de la ele.

Multumesc copiilor si fetelor care mi-au ridicat moralu asistandu-ma in munca mea….. nu serios!

A fost o luna de vis, O mai vreau, mi-e dor de ea si de cei cu care am stat atata timp.
Acum ma apuc de montat filmul. Pana cu pana asa cum si ei au inceput coregrafia. Ii am pe toti in gand si deja ma pregatesc sa ii revizitez.

In Decembrie, Pasarea de Foc – filmul!


September 15, 2009

Tedy Necula

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One Comment on Cand se lasa cortina

Nia on Sat, 19th Sep 2009 2:38 pm

Absolut superb articolul…Si mie mi-e foarte dor.:-<

Dragi nepoti, Bunica nu va uita!

Alalta ieri m-am intors din Romania, cu cap plin de musica lui Strawinskij si de fate frumoase si zimbitoare.........

Am ajuns acasa dupa noua saptamine foarte incarcate si cu atit de experiente si amintire cum ar fi trecut un an intreg.

Am ajuns acasa, dar de fapt, inca n-am ajuns. Ginduri mei se plimb mai departe prin Romania, zbor de la Bucuresti la Ploiesti, si din Brasov pana la Sibiu. Incerc sa me imagin ce s intempla in capele voastre de cand ne am despartit, cum va simtiti, cum a fost inceputul scoalei, sau intoarcere la loc de munca; dar intrebarile mele raman fara raspunsuri.

Daca va uitati la blogul acest, ati vazut ca Stefania a scris impresiele sale la sfirsitul proiectului. Vreau sa stiti ca toti sinteti invitati sa imi scrieti ginduri vostri, si daca vreti, le pot pune la blog sa le impartiti cu celalti. Si poate gasim o solutia pe internet care va permita sa comunicati intre voi. Eu nu me princep bine cu computer, dar poate voi aveti o idea cum am putea sa facem?

Cand am ajuns acasa, am gasit doue vedere postale provenand din prietene ale mele. Ele vreau sa imi doresc si sa VA doresc toate cele bune pentru proiectul inainte sa plec din Germania, dar au ajuns dupa departire meu spre Bucuresti. Amindoue vederele exprim intrun fel acelas gand, un gand care poate nu am stiut sa-l exprim atit de bine, dar foarte asemenator la gand care m-inspirat sa initiez proiectul "vostru", proiectul: "pasarea de foc".


"O calatorie de o mi de kilometri incepe cu UN pas."

Acest primul pas, voi, TOTI, l-ati facut. A fost proiectul pe care l ati facut in aceasta vara. Ati avut curajul chiar daca nu ati stiut de ce e vorba, cine vor fi "celalti" dansatori, ce vati dansa, cat de greu va fi. Ati avut perserveranta, rabdare, toleranta, incredere necesari pentru a merge pana la capat. Ati luptat, transpirat, plins, jurat, cipat, patit, dar ati mers inainte, si mai ales ati reusit.
Si CUM ati reusit : sale arhipline, la teatrul national din Bucuresti ca si la casa de cultura a sindicatelor din Sibiu. Ati reusit sa impresionati publicul, si sa l emotionati, ati reusit sa iesi spectatori plingand din spectacol. Chiar Domnul Caramitru, Director Teatrului National m-a sunat ziua urmatorul si m- a spus ca niciodata n-au iesit atit de lumea plingand din teatrul seu.

Dar stiti si voi de ce ati fost convingatori si de ce spectacolul a fost un mare succes. Si poate uni din voi pot sa imi scriu si sa ma l-explic.

Va doresc sa aveti curaj, si in calatoria voastra de viata, chiar daca drum poate sa va para uneori greu, chiar daca se prezinta ceva nou, chiar daca va pare imposibil.
Dar si sunt convinsa ca VATI avea curaj. Pentru ca de acum stiti ca NIMIC nu este imposibil.

Inainte sa inceapa proiectul, am vrut sa va arat filmul cu Pasarea de foc facut acum doi ani cu copii din Germania. Dar Josef nu a vrut. La inceputul, n-am inteles de ce, dar mai tirziu am inteles. Sunt convinsa ca, daca l-ati fi vazut, ati fi spus ca nu puteti, ca este imposibil. Ati fi spus ca nu stiti sa dansati, ca nu aveti ritmul, ca va vati incurca, obosi, plictisi....

Acum stiti ca puteti, si eu stiu ca puteti TOT ce adevarat vreti in viata voastra. Doar trebuie sa vreti ADEVARAT, cu toata inima, si atunci, puterea si energia va vor da aripe. Si atunci, vati fi surprinsi din posibilitatele ne asteptate pe care le aveti.

Asa ca nu ezitati: orice incepeti, faceti primul pas, este cel mai greu. Celalti vor urmari.

Sa stiti ca si mie a trebui curaj pentru a incepe cu Pasarea de Foc. Doar dragoste pentru tineri romani si incredere in voi au facut sa merg mai departe chiar daca a fost crisa financiara, si sa nu ma dau batuta.
Sa nu va uitati niciodata de minuna pe cara l-ati facuta in vara asta.
Sa va cresc aripe si sa va trag acolo unde alegeti voi sa zborati, egal cat departe este, si cat vint este. Acum stiu ca puteti, si sunt sigura ca stiti si voi!

Si asta e a doila vedere. Poate imi spuneti voi ce va duce aminte cand o priviti.........eu ved multi lucruri care ma amintesc de proiectul nostru. Textul spune: "daca un interprindere va reusi, nu poti sa sti daca doar te gandesti la el, ci doar daca incerci sa-l faci!"


Astept ganduri vostri (sau ca comentar aici, sau prin e mail: wm.gruber€gmail.com) si poate intro zi va spun ganduri mei.

Cu mare drag

Bunica Monica

Multumire tuturor....

Stimata si draga doamnă Monique Gruber,

Cuvintele sunt prea sărace pentru a cuprinde realitatea pe care ne-aţi prezentat-o în seara zilei de 05. 09.2009, în sala Teatrului Naţional. Nici nu ştiu cu ce să încep:

- cu selecţia tinerilor din grupurile vulnerabile;

- cu echipa de maeştri coregrafi care s-au ocupat de coregrafie;

- cu cei care s-au ocupat cu organizarea şi finanţara acestui proiect;

- cu cei care au avut ideea de dans comunitar european, coordonaţi de dumneavoastră;

- cu tinerii care au fost disciplinaţi într-o primă etapă;

- cu „lupta” cu inerţia şi cu reprezentanţii conservatorismului din România care mascând incompetenţa, lenea, neputinţa şi necunoaşterea afirmă, ori de câte ori au ocazia, că aceşti tineri nu-s în stare de nimic, sau că nu se poate face ceva cu ei. IATĂ CĂ SE POATE !!!!!.

- cu efortul vostru care prin perseverenţă aţi demonstrat că se poate realiza imposibilul;

- cu educarea acestor tineri, educare ce a cuprins: înţelegerea conţinutului baletului, înţelegerea muzicii, conştientizarea relaţiei muzică, mişcare şi text

Toate acestea au contribuit la redarea pe scenă a unui fragment din viaţa acestor tineri care, din păcate, nu au mai des prilejul să dovedească acest lucru.

Mulţumim pentru cuvintele de apreciere pentru ţara noastră şi cred că toţi spectatorii au fost emoţionaţi când aţi afirmat(TOTAL DEZINTERESATĂ) că iubiţi România !!!!!!

În nume personal şi cred că sunt în asentimentul multor oameni specialişti în acest domeniu, vă mulţumim că aţi readus în prim plan viaţa socială a acestor copii şi tineri şi ne-aţi oferit un exemplu pe care trebuie, neaparat, să-l urmăm.

Vă rog să transmiteţi domnului Gruber mulţumiri pentru faptul că vă susţine în tot ce faceţi, că este prezent la activităţile pe care le intreprindeţi.

Cu mii de mulţumiri şi cu prietenie constantă, vă salută

familia Margareta şi Mircea VLAD

Indeed, the Firebird lives on...So remain posted!

In the coming weeks, we will post reactions and commentaries from the young artists, more stunning pictures of the performances in Bucharest and Sibiu by Daniel Angelescu and Alisa Tarciniu, news about the "making of" and the DVD of the performance to appear on the market around Christmas, and also links to press reports about the Firebird.

To start with, you can check:

Boris Michael Gruhl

Thomas Wagner

Breandain O Shea

Medana Weident

Monique

The Firebird lives on

The project may be over, but I take away the flame lit by what I have learnt here. It is my hope and feeling that many others share the warmth of the fire. It was such a privilege to be part of 'Pasarea de Foc'.

Viv

Monique and Wilfried

The glamour of the performance is one thing but behind the scenes there have been so many acts of generosity towards the performers - the provision of medical and dental care, clothing, food and drink, and attention 24 hours a day - which have not been fully acknowledged. Our society has debased many things, one of them being the English language. Words such as 'wonderful', 'brilliant', 'exceptional', are freely used for the average, poor or mediocre. I would describe the concept of the 'Firebird' project, and its execution, which was made possible by so many sponsors and volunteers, as the finest act of human concern and kindness I have witnessed. We have all come away from it 'bigger' people.

Fred

We are the Firebird Family

We mustn't let the fire of the Firebird go out. As Monique Gruber wrote earlier in this blog 90 percent of the necessary funds to stage Firebird were raised with the generous support of sponsors and donors.

However, among pending expense, we still need help to complete an important part of the project - the documentary film that follows the journey of everyone involved in this magic experience.

Tedy and his film crew have worked tirelessly to capture every moment of this endeavour. We've all seen the high quality that they can produce - just look at the trailers!

Film making is an expensive process and every euro will help bring the Firebird film to the big screen and show people what our Romanian youngsters were able to accomplish and what many more Romanian youngsters could have a chance to experience in the near future.

On tour

The logistics of taking a company of 130 'copii' on tour to Sibiu are complex....to say the least. Travelling by 2 coaches, a minibus, some by car and yet others by bus, after some 6 hours journey time, we went straight to the theatre on arrival for a rehearsal. A spacing rehearsal had to be completed for Pete to complete his lighting plan. Crestfallen to see the smaller stage and all the further work that would entail, the cast became restless and more stroppy than ever before. For me it was the worst day of the entire project.

However, the next day, was another story. Everyone had decided to pull together to make the show the best ever. And so it was.

Beautiful, spectacular and energetic for sure, but, most of all, memorable for the way the youngsters worked together. Marian, our young star, was feeling sick as he was about to go on stage and unable to do so. Lucian immediately stepped into his role without being asked. Our Firebird, herself feeling somewhat unwell, swept up this bigger boy in her arms, without any sign of noticing the change. The oranges, which did not roll to the side of the stage as anticipated, were retrieved by the professional reaction of one of the performers, who came on stage acting his part. I know the audience was unaware of any problems. The performers were fully involved in the performance and wanting only to help each other. For me that was the success of the entire project.

Viv

The Premiere

The pace hots up as we transfer to the Teatru Nationale in Bucharest. Tension as deadlines with costumes, with spacing on stage, with lighting, props and last minute adjustments, are met - just. The rehearsal space in the sports hall had been measured out in such a way that the youngsters adapted easily to the move. However, they were really impressed by this imposing theatre and somewhat daunted by the realisation that Pasarea de Foc would actually happen here in front of 1200 spectators.


For most this was to be their first visit to a theatre and they were coming not as spectators but as performers. Professsional artists. With their own dressing rooms - where so many famous Romanian actors had prepared before them. Heavy curtains changing the acoustics. Brilliant lighting effects that created a new, magical atmosphere. Pete heading a large team had worked so hard to make it happen. Special effects creating smoke and yet another mood. The youngsters' acting role enhanced and facilitated by these additions.


To calm the nerves familiar exercises. Breathing. Stretching movements. Alone. Standing tall. And the inspirational exercise to end - all walking slowly in whatever direction, focusing on making brief eye contact with fellow artists as they passed each other, all to the now tear-jerking music of Amazing Grace. A final winding down and an exhortation to prepare mentally in the remaining minutes to give the best performance.

A carefully crafted preparation for the performance of a lifetime.

And that is what they gave. An awesome, energetic, joyful tour de force, that left the audience amazed at the professionalism of the performance per se and especially given the social composition of the group. Many were left speechless, many were in tears.


The Director of the Teatru Nationale for 8 years, former Minister of Culture, himself a great actor, said he had never witnessed so many people leaving the theatre in tears and in silence after a performance; as for Horai Andreescu, Conductor of the Bucharest Radio Orchestra, he said he could not believe the main actors were not professionals; Royston and Josef told the cast it was the best performance yet and that they had made the piece their own by improvising professionally to cover unexpected glitches. That they had worked together as one team.

And wasn't that the original objective of the whole project?

Viv

Despartirea este cea mai grea

Dupa ultima repetitie Josef ne-a spus sa ne uitam adanc in ochii celor cu care am lucrat in aceste 5-6 saptamani. In momentul acela nu am luat acest lucru in serios. Unii da,si au inceput sa planga in hohote.Eu am inteles de abia cand a venit momentul despartirii ce vroia Josef sa spuna.Atunci cand colegii mei au coborat din autocar la Ploiesti,o parte din mine a murit. M-a sfasiat ingrozitor acel moment.Chiar si acum cand scriu acest post imi curg lacrimi pe obraji. Despartirea de cei care mi-au fost familie pentru 6 saptamani a fost cel mai greu lucru din tot acest proiect.Nu cele 6 ore de antrenament pe zi,nu nenumaratele repetitii,nu frigul indurat in noptile petrecute la Sibiu,nu drumul obositor Bucuresti- Sibiu. Toate aceste lucru pier in fata despartirii de ei..Ii iubesc sincer..Pe toti..Toti simtim asta. Am fost un grup foarte omogen si ne-am inteles foarte bine si vom tine legatura.Chiar am vorbit aseara cu cei din Bucuresti sa mergem la cei din Ploiesti pentru ca tinem foarte mult unii la altii.Niciodata nu m-am atasat atat de mult de cineva.


Tot acest proiect a fost o experienta incredibila si sper sa aibe continuitate.Schimba complet vietile celor implicati,insa cred ca schimba si mentalitatile celor care ne privesc spectacolele.

In urma celor doua reprezentatii de la Bucuresti si Sibiu,spectatorii au iesit plangand din sala. Inseamna ca proiectul si-a atins scopul si ca a atins sufletele spectatorilor.

A fost o experienta foarte emotionanta si sunt foarte fericita ca am fost printre artisti.

Stefania Ciuca

Change

"How did the kids change?"

Diese Frage wurde mir wiederholt in Interviews gestellt. Ich habe regelmäßig gesagt, soo sehr haben sie sich gar nicht verändert.

An dieser Stelle möchte ich mich ein wenig korrigieren.

Es ist richtig, daß wir zu Beginn des Projektes eine heterogene Gruppe mit "ganz normal unterschiedlichen" Jugendlichen angetroffen haben, die alle in Ordnung waren. Das sind sie immer noch. Unterschiedlich und in Ordnung.

Aber es haben sich tiefe Freundschaften gebildet und wir sind deutlich näher zusammengerückt. Knapp sechs Wochen, every hour, every minute, every second...

Wie haben wir uns also verändert?

Ich glaube, durch das, was wir tun und lassen entscheiden wir dauernd, wer und was wir sind. So gesehen verändern wir uns durch Tun und Lassen dauernd.

Wir haben hier etwas ganz anders getan als normalerweise. So gesehen sind wir ein paar Schritte in eine neue Richtung gegangen. Und es hat uns (beinahe) allen sehr gut gefallen.

Bleiben wir doch in dieser Richtung unterwegs!



Besonders gravierend ist, wie sehr wir uns vertrauen.

Vor dem Theater in Sibiu haben mich die Kinder in die Luft geworfen. Für den Bruchteil einer Sekunde hatte ich einen Schreck. Doch dann wußte ich: Die werden mich nie fallen lassen. Ich habe meine Flüge genossen.

Vertrauen fühlt sich sehr gut an!

Das haben die Jugendlichen auch erfahren.

Für viele schien es eine neue Erfahrung zu sein.

Old habits die hard! Alte Gewohnheiten wird man schlecht los!

Wir werden in den sechs Wochen nicht alle Gewohnheiten geändert haben. Aber es ist - wie gesagt - ein Richtungswechsel.

Hier fortzuschreiten liegt an uns allen. Haben wir Zuversicht und Vertrauen in diese Jugendlichen! Das zahlen sie uns zigfach zurück!

I am very, very proud on my youngsters here, it was a pleasure for me to work with them and an honor to be part of their progresses and success!!!

Multumesc forte mult!

Klaus

"Oh, wie ist das schön! Oh, wie ist das schön!

So was hat die Welt noch nicht geseh'n, so schön, so schön..."

Die Aufführungen in Bukarest und Sibiu waren phantastisch!


Aber der Reihe nach; ich kam ja schon eine Weile nicht mehr zum Berichten...

In der Woche vor der Aufführung in Bukarest kam Royston. Er traf auf eine "dance company", die von Josef ausgezeichnet vorbereitet worden war. Beeindruckt hat er uns alle mit der Klarheit seiner Vorstellung davon, wie es zu sein hat. Seine Analyse, was noch getan werden muß, um diese zu verwirklichen, ist vollkommen prägnant und präzise. Beides vermag er eindeutig und mitreißend zu vermitteln. So gibt er dem ganzen Projekt "auf der Zielgeraden" noch einmal einen enormen Schub.

Dann ist am vergangenen Samstag der Tag der Aufführung gekommen. Das Abschlußtraining hat es in sich. Josef fordert die Gruppe auf, die letzten Wochen Revue passieren zu lassen; jeder für sich; wem er dankbar ist; bei wem er sich evtl. entschuldigen sollte; warum er das ganze gemacht hat; frei im Raum sich bewegend - den Raum der anderen respektierend. -

Nach einigen Minuten schließen sich die Kinder alle zu einem großen Kreis zusammen. Sie halten sich an den Händen und die meisten weinen. - Was für ein emotionaler Moment!

Mein kleiner Freund Petrika etwa, der seine Sympathie in den gesamten Wochen zuvor durch Grobheit auszudrücken versuchte, schließt mich weinend in die Arme - und umarmt mich ganz SANFT!!! Unerhört bewegend!

Es folgt eine triumphale Aufführung, die mit wohl viertelstündigem stehendem Beifall honoriert wird.


Der Jubel der Youngster "backstage" anschließend ist gigantisch.

Anschließend gibt es eine etwas beschwerliche Reise nach Sibiu und zermürbende Trainingseinheiten auf der viel kleineren Bühne, an die das Stück angepaßt werden muß.

Die Kinder meistern alles mit Bravour!

Selbst als unser Hauptdarsteller Marian nicht auf die Bühne kann, weil er sich verbrannt hat, sich später noch übergeben muß, springen spontan "Vertreter" ein, und lassen das Publikum nichts merken. Spontan und selbständig lösen sie die Probleme.

Auch diese Aufführung ist ein großer Erfolg.

Danach geht es zur rauschenden Feier in einen Club.

"Oh, wie ist das schön! Oh, wie ist das schön!"

Klaus

This experience changed me completely!

The past 5 weeks were absolutely amazing and I say this with all my heart. I met many friendly people and we became nearly best friends. It's true, there have been some arguments over these weeks, but in the show night we all helped each other to perform perfectly and to give to the audience the greatest show that they had ever seen.

After the show from Bucharest we all started to cry because we realized that the end was coming. We will never experience the feelings that we all felt during this project. Even thought we were rude at the beginning of the project, after a while we learned how to behave better and to focus on the instructions that Josef was giving to us.


I never felt more alive than in the night of the big show. I was full of energy and of passion. On stage, I felt like a celebrity. I was on the most important stage of Bucharest. That's a huge deal!

This experience changed me completely! I had great fun with the children. They all seemed to love me. I love them too :)

As a conclusion, The Firebird project will always have a special place in my heart and I will never forget this experience and the things that I learned during the past 5 weeks. Thank you for the most beautiful period of my life.

Stefania Ciuca

P.S.: I admire a lot Ms. Monique Gruber and Josef Eder and I wish them all the best.

Last rehearsals before the big performance

It was meet the press time for the Firebird Team yesterday.

Royston talked about the difference a dance project such as Firebird can make in the lives of young people.



And here's a look at a few excerpts from the great Firebird film crew.



We're all very excited. Today is the first rehearsal in the theatre and everyone is curious to see how their costumes fit.

Dear Pete

Despite irredeemable shortcomings as an Arsenal supporter, you are an angel. A gentleman, always courteous - an Englishman (and a Londoner) - you have great technical knowledge that has saved my bacon (as sound engineer!) more than once! Thank you.
Good humoured and calm, Pete is just lovely! Pete has been here for ten days to plan a tailor-made scheme for the lighting and sound. I look forward to seeing the effects.

Viv

The Maestro arrives

Josef’s co-choreographer, the great Royston Maldoom, whose work I already knew from the DVD, ’Rhythm is it’ -and also from his live performance of the Rite of Spring, accompanied by the Berliner Philarmoniker conducted by Sir Simon Rattle in Berlin- worked today with the youngsters alongside Josef. Two great and complementary personalities with the same passion to create a memorable and professional show. This is to be no kids’ show, where the participants simply have fun but a spectacle that will excite and amaze.


Each and every one is to contribute to the whole by putting 100% energy into his role, by remembering his part in the story line, imagining the feelings and conveying them clearly to the audience through the face - especially the eyes - as well as the body’s movements.


Throughout the performance there is to be 100 % concentration and preparedness to move, whether on stage or not. The art of stagecraft.

Yes, the Firebird will be performed in just four days time. I don’t believe that fact has yet dawned on the young people! Only when they leave the familiar sports hall ‚theatre’ to rehearse in the main theatre in Bucharest will the penny really drop.

Viv